Rebecca Löwengrip

Gaah, I'm in such a weird mood. I don't know if it's cus I'm bored or tired, or something along the way of fidgety... Since my last caption I've eaten my dinner and for desert I ate 3(?!) oranges, I'm kind of surprised myself. I guess I needed a bunch of vitamin C or something. I've also been watching Kenza & Tyra show, not any of my favorites exactly but it still watchable. Other than that I've looked around on the net, you know just the usual stuff you do when you have nothing else to do. Btw, sorry for not having as many captions today as yesterday and the day before, but my internet was kind of malfunctioning. Hopefully it'll be better tomorrow!

And yeah, almost forgot! I want Desperate Housewives back!! There's no tuesday night without it! Well, I need to sleep now. Uggghh, seminar tomorrow! Yaaaayy....NOT. If I'm lucky tomorrow there will be some kind of intresting and useble subject. I'll cross my fingers.

Good night, sleep tight and don't let the bedbugs bite! :)

Love this song...

Damn, the class got cancelled last minute due to sickness! Only two of us could attend. What to do now?! I really wanted to dance today! I haven't danced since last tuesday, and that wasn't with my group. Last I danced with them was two weeks ago at the No Limits show. Well, I'll save up all my energy to saturday. What really sucks now is that I want to work out, it's times like these I wish I didn't cancel my gymcard. But I couldn't keep it cus it cost too much. And I would go out running if it weren't for the weather... So I guess it's time for those chores from yesterday, huh? -.-


See... I was so glad to finally dance again that I even took a picture for
you to see what I was wearing. Sucks major donkey balls...

But I gotta go soon. I have dance class with my group Tinkäan. And that's at six, so I'll have to leave about 5. Long way to go, all the way across town to Luma.

Lana and I had a lot of fun today. We were only at Uniflex for like half an hour. And then we went back to town to eat lunch. Lana works for a company where they give you coupons to eat lunch/dinner for, and this particular coupon was "buy one meal, get another one for free" at a Thai place!! SO GREAT! The best part was that the girl by the register forgot take the coupon, so we can re-use it and eat there again! Haha :D That's how we rooooll! ;)

Lana's work started 1 o'clock so we parted after lunch, and I went to the solarium. You can keep your opinions to yourselves. I was PALE! And I don't work pale, I do not look good being pale. Anyway, when I got there I fixed my change and everything don't you think that the freakin' machine eat up all my coins?! So I called a number and I'll get my money back and all. BUT I had to go back to the ATM take out more money, go get the change and THEN I could go tan. Jeez, what a lot of work... And after all of this I got so tired I fell asleep in the solarium, good thing it turns itself off otherwise I would look like a lobster now.

Lana on the platform when we where waiting for our train


Me on the subway, Lana wanted me to do some weird pose. And no,
that's not my third arm.


At Globen city


At the Thai place, Lana eats convict style. Love it!


Diggin' in :) The food was good, but I would never pay full price there.
And yeah I know I look kinda crack.

Shit, we're gonna be one hour late. Yes we, cus today it was my duty also to call Lana and wake her up. So I over-sleep = she does too. But I guess it's okay, it is after all an 'open house' today, and we'll be there 10:ish. Depends on how fast Lana is. I really hope she's out of bed yet...

Righ now I'm sitting here in my kitchen and trying to eat breakfast. But since I'm not hungry it's not the easiest task right now... Well, like I wrote yesterday morning, mornings is not my thing. I know people who like's mornings. I am not one of them. Period.


Not really a pretty sight, huh? I think the camera was nice to me, I look
so much more worse than that.

Shit, I've stayed up too long. Gotta sleep cus I gotta get up early in the morning. Luckily I'm not going to a seminar tomorrow! Lana and I are going to Uniflex, tomorrow they have some kind of "open house". Which means that if you're interested in working with them you can go there and give them your list of references. And that's between 9 and 11 a.m, after that we're going to have lunch or something then Lana has to work and I'll go home. I'm not sure what I'll do in the afternoon, maybe do all those chores I was supposed to do today? 

And with this song (best song ever to chill to btw) I'll sign out for today...Good night!

Oh. My. God. I. Am. So. TIRED! How much energy does a two year old really have?! Remind me to never get kids... But we did have fun though, we drew pictures, played with dolls, looked at clips on Youtube, we did jig-saw-puzzels, we sang songs and we danced. Yeah, lot's of stuff. In the end I just kinda sat there infront of the computer with her right next to me and looked at clips on Youtube.


Here's a picture we drew together. It's our hands. The reason mine says
"Bitta" is cus that's what she calls me. She can't say Rebecca. And she started
with Becca, but it somehow morphed into Bitta. Awful, I know. But it's cute
when she says it :)


This is my foster-parents new bathroom, it just got finished! And it looks
sooo nice! Guess who will be visiting to take baths now? ^^
 

Yeah, although I had like a bunch of stuff to do I'm off to babysit. That's life when you're lazy, have to do it later instead. Well oh well, no worries, gotta chill sometimes too. And it was nice to fix my nails, like my friend told me last week cus my nails looked like shit... "You present yourself with your hands when you say hello to people. Do you really want your nails to look like shit then?" And she's right, so from now on I will have fabulous nails all the time C! ;) And they would look fabulous right now if it weren't for the sake of me being such a clots! Of course I go to change my clothes and mess them up! But they still look presentable though. It's so typically me!

Before I messed up my nails...Peace out!

... it's kinda nice outside. Don't misunderstand now, I still don't like that it's below zero. But when the sun is shining it's easier to bear with it. It's nice when it kinda glitters everywhere.

Anyway, I just got in. Sitting at that seminar pretty much sucked donkey balls. I kept looking at the watch, only to realize I did it every two minutes. It was like the time was playing some sort of practical joke on me, just to get on my nerves. Today it was about what you do after high school. And since I already know what I want to do, nothing she said was of any relevance for me. So I sat there 1 ½ h looking at the ceiling. Well I did listen, you know just in case she said something I could have use for. But no. No such luck for me today...


Right outside the building I live in.


And that's me. I don't look particularly happy. But that's because a
man just passed me and I didn't want to look like a weirdo taking
pictures at myself in the reflection at the front gate.

I'm not gonna say 'good morning!' cause it's NOT. Mornings suck. Especially this time of year when it's still dark outside, cold, just plain raw, it's a dog-eat-dog-world out there and yeah did I mention COLD? Here in my bed it's warm, cozy and fluffy and I have to go OUTSIDE! PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME...

Right now I'm sitting in my bed with a cup of chai tea and listening to Janet Jackson. I really don't want to leave my cozy appartment right now. But I have to. The bus leaves in half an hour. Gotta go!

Here's some Janet Jackson for ya! I know the song is old, but I still like it ;)

It's not late for me really. But when you gotta get up early in the morning like me.. well it's time to go to bed. Tomrrow's gonna be a long day. First I'm going to my work-coach at Sensus, it's kinda like Arbetsförmedlingen. After that I have to go home, fix some stuff and then I'm going to my foster-parent's to babysit my niece and my nephew! Cuteness all OVER THE PLACE!!! But they can be quite a handful, but it's fun for a couple of hours. I think.

Anyways, before I go I just wanted to thank my beautiful friend Elin who linked my blog in hers! <3


Me and Elin this summer in Greece! Check out her blog!!
--> http://elinens.blogg.se/

...MAKES ME HAPPY!!! And weird. Mostly just happy! But still a bit weird. Well, I'm always weird, it's a part of my personality. Love it or hate it, your choice.


BEFORE FOOD


AFTER WITH FOOD! Hmm... I don't look truly happy, but it's all on the inside baby ;)
Well, when I look like this you really need to trust me it's the inside that counts.


After food --> DESERT!! Vanilla icecream with Dumle topping!! :D
Micha's mom gave me the topping, said they didn't want it! So I gladly accepted it.
Totally their loss, they didn't desreve you wonderful Dumle topping... yummie....

Funny thing about these earrings. I actually bought them for myself as a birthday present. Don't you think I get lil' bit tipsy and lose one of 'em THE SAME DAY?! So now I'm stuck with one. What to do? Buy a new pair and have three? Or keep rockin' it with one? Decisions decisions...

The class went GREAT!!! Oh, I'm so happy right now! My students are the absolut BEST! Today we did all the finishing touches, like placements and intro/outro. And I can tell it's gonna be a wonderful show next week! Their parents are going to be so proud of their kids, I know cause I am. All they need to do now is go home and practice practice practice. :)

Other than that I don't really have anything else of interest to write about. Except happy first of Advent! Only 4 weeks left until Christmas! YAAAY :D 

                  
        Okay, I admit it, this is an old picture... But I will unpack all the Christmas stuff in time ;)

Today it's sunday. Sunday means dance. And it has meant that for me a couple of years now. So whilst almost all of the population in Sweden sits at home and watch TV, I dance. Most of these years it has been for myself, like I go to class. But not anymore, because I teach. I have my own students, they're 11 years old, and they're the CUTEST!! So that's what I'm up to today. I'm off to Huddinge where my class is, it's a long way to go but it's so much fun it's worth it! And today it's their last class of this semester, because next week they're gonna preform infront of their friends and family! Butterflies! For me too, this is the first time anyone will show my choreography's to other people! Gaaah, it's so nerve wracking. Well well, gotta go! Here's a song I've been listening to all morning!

The one thing I love about my life and my friends is our ability to just do things in the spur of a moment. Like yesterday (after the shower btw) I went to my gran's place cus we were supposed to bake. But she kinda forgot so we just ate dinner instead. So with no special plans for the night I ask a friend what she up to. And she's on her way out with some friends and ask if I wanna join. Luckily my granmother live just right by my friend! So we get picket up by her friends in a car. Well one was my friend too, Emelie, and the others were her boyfriend and his friend. However, it takes us about an hour to get to the bar! First we went to McD's and then we went to some market to take out money. And then Johanna got carsick so we got out of the car and started WALKING IN THE FREAKIN' COLD! I died. It was like -7C°!!! The funny thing is that we was supposed to go home to one of the guys first, but when we got there his mom wouldn't let us in! So we walked. Again. In the cold. THEN we took the bus. And voilá! One hour later we arrived to the bar...



This is what I looked like yesterday, not really clothes you go out in. Especially since I had my Ugg's too...

 


















Johanna and I, with the really mature bathroom picture ;) Even if it took us ages to get there we had fun, as we always do! And for me the busride home was the best! I met some new friends who I talked to. Haha, you always find the weirdest people on the nightbus. But I like it, I fit in with them. ^^

Yup, you heard me. Well, the thing is I spent the night at Micha's last night and it wasn't planned. So I brought absoulutley NADA with me, no make-up, no toothbrush and no new clothes. ERGO I feel and look like SHIT... And you know, it's all good. No problem. I just get on the bus and go home, no one will see me out here on the frikkin countryside (no offense Micha). BUT JUST MY LUCK! An old acquaintance of mine just happens to be on the same bus as me... and to make matters worse this person sits down at the seat across from me, and no such luck as to maybe he didn't see me... NO! We have to converse with eachother. And it was so PAINFUL. Neither one of us wanted to talk, but were too polite not to. So we just sat there talking about nothing of importance. And don't forget the shitload of awkward pauses. GREAT! At least som sort of Karma was on my side because he went off the bus before me, and you know the saying 'start with a joke', at least we left it with a joke...

AW MAJ GAWD... well I'm off to take that shower I've longed for all day. Here's some good musiq that cheers me up :)

Okay, I know this is the third one today but still ;) Anyways, I just wanted to share my LOVE for Disney movies!! So Michapicha and I will proceed to watch another movie.


We've already seen Finding Nemo


And now it's time for ICE AGE 2


CAN I GET A WHOOP WHOOP :D

GODDAMNIT!! I must admit it... I've lost to Micha. Our goal tonight was to eat until we got extreamly FAT. However, I can't eat one more bite! Damn damn damn... and do you wanna know the worst thing? SHE'S THE TINIEST HUMAN EVER!!! I'm like twice her size. It's over for me now, I won't be able to bear the shame of loosing to her. Ahh, I'll just stay thin and gorgeous... life is so hard sometimes.

This is Micha in the future, all curves ;)
 I promise Micha, you can achieve your goal, just fight for it!!